Day Four -- Morning

Well, this morning was...umm...interesting. Feeling it today! :) I probably wouldn't have gone to church if I hadn't had to do sunday school or if I hadn't had to play piano for second service, I'm really beat and tired today, exhausted is probably the correct word! Even after I played piano I was thinking about leaving. I was a little shaky and thought I might pass out or something. I think some of it was because after I play piano I get the butterflies in my stomach (after -- not before -- weird, I know), and perhaps because today I have been taking a shot of cayenne pepper in water first, licking the maple syrup spoon quick (before my mouth goes on fire!) and drinking the lemonade afterwards. That way I get larger dose of cayenne pepper, but I think it raised my metabolism, I was hot and sweaty and shaky. I almost left church after the lessons, then I decided to listen to Ruth and the kids during the children's sermon, which made me laugh so much, and then suddenly I was fine. I also didn't get my normal 10:30 drink in, so I was probably running low on energy too. But anyway, was feeling better after that, came home and mixed myself a drink. I love licking that spoon! :) Who knew that maple syrup could taste so good!! hehe. Anyway, I am still pretty tired today, so I'm taking it easy and hanging out at home. I feel like I could take a nap! (I never ever do that!)
Today is supposibly 'Healing Events' day -- which would explain the hot flashes this morning and the exhaustion. Last night after I showered I noticed that there is a red rash on my breast, this morning it was still there, and there was also a smaller one on the underside of my arm. -haha, the reason I took that shower in the first place? My sense of smell is so good right now --- I smelled musky. And even the water coming out of the shower has an odd smell. Everything does. It probably sounds crazy, but it's true. ;)  I didn't sleep as well last night -oh- hehe- I had the food dream -- people kept giving me garbage bags of movie theater popcorn and I kept trying to give it away, but no one would take it!! Why I am I dreaming about popcorn! I don't even like popcorn! And I remember there were also peanut M&M's in that dream.  Hehe.
Anyway - just lounging around. Maybe I'll mix myself another glass of lemonade. (All I really want is to lick the spoon) :) Oh man...how sad is that! That I live for licking the maple syrupy spoon! Maybe I should fix myself a peppermint tea and add a bit of MS to it (just not as much as I did the other night)