Day Six

I take back what I said yesterday --- this is the worst day!!!! And I'm so ready for it to be over. All of a sudden this lemonade tastes bad and it's hard for me to drink it. There's a buildup of mucus in my throat that I'm almost drowning in! No matter how much water I drink it doesn't take it away. My tongue is nice and white again. I have a metalic taste in my mouth. I read other people commenting on these symptoms on the website, apparently some of it's from metal toxins being eliminated by the tongue. They were also mentioning that day seven was - Don't Quit Yet! day and most of the people said they were having a hard day fighting their cravings to just give in and eat something. I am technically day six, but I am wondering if fasting on OJ that first day already started it?? So I am really in day 7? Anyway -- all I know is that the seventh day is supposibly challenging - it's the detox day. Maybe tomorrow -- I pray tomorrow will be better than today is. I don't know if I can get that lemonade down otherwise. I went to Cubs earlier today to pick up some more supplies -- it about killed me! Especially the fruit ilse!! Just find the syrup, just find the lemons, I kept telling myself, and keep your eyes on the floor!!! Then outside the stand was selling hotdogs and brats and it smelled SO good. As I passed she asked me if I wanted one. I said no, inside I was screaming, "Give me one, just give me one, please, please, please, please, please!!!" Hehe.
Anyway -- I should have known today would be hard when I woke up in the middle of the night from a dream in which I was eating a steak! I don't even like steak!! Why am I dreaming about it! My conscious is trying to thrwart me. But I am determined to make it through this. Determined I say!!
Haaa--I read the notes I wrote at 10am this morning and they say 'It's getting much better, I have no desire for food at all now.' !!!  hehehe Well, that didn't last long...
ANyway, kind of short tempered this morning and am wondering if my period is coming a little sooner than it should, they said that might happen too.
Oh -- and last night, I went from being really chilly to being so hot that my cheeks were red again and I had to put a wet towel on my forehead just to cool down.Weird. Slept fine though (besides the nightmarish dream about steaks!)
Eyesight is back to its normal blurriness today. :|
I did take the tea again this morning instead of the SWF, didn't work as well as it did yesterday. Think I may try the SWF in the morning, and go back to bed for an hour until it goes through.
No headache! No bachache!
I have decided to only go the ten days. I miss being able to 'eat' food, but I'm going to try veg. diet for a while. Can't wait for that veg. soup on monday!! :) hehe Or even the OJ on Sunday! :D
I think I must have lost some weight. I can now slip out of my jeans without unzipping them. (that or that's just the epitome of my laziness!!) But considering that it hurt to wear them five days ago...they're pretty comfy now.